Harini genap dua minggu selepas 'double-line' itu naik di hadapan mataku. Tapi perancangan Tuhan itu Maha Agung. It was my first pregnancy but I've lost it. Hari itu hari Ahad. Seperti biasa kalau R ada locum, dan kalau aku free, aku ikut. Maklumlah aku ni mana boleh duduk diam. Tak aci kalau R sorang keluar jalan-jalan. Hehe. I feel great and sakit perut yang aku rasai 2 hari lepas dah takde, so why not aku follow kan? Cuma dipertengahan jalan aku minta R untuk singgah toilet. Urging to PU was a lot during that time, and who knows I would bleed to death in the evening? Disebabkan ketidak-sedapan-hati aku ajak R untuk pergi hospital untuk cek. Dalam kepala aku dah fikir macam-macam benda buruk. I cannot carry this baby? Am I going to have miscarriage? Sebelum tu, aku missed period for 5 days. On top of that, I've started to have cramping suprapubic pain with breast tenderness AND I NEVER FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE. That is when I decided to do UPT. Aku dah test UPT like 4 t