No Pain No Gain? Nah. Just Happy!

Ah. Bestnya menulis sambil dengar Lagu Kita.
Ya, Lagu Kita.
Our favourite song by Aizat Amdan.
Haha. Baru berapa jam aku dah rindu kat R.

Sounds so cheesy rite?

Tadi aku hantar R pegi kerja kat Seremban. Harini hari ke berapa ntah, R had to continue working until next Friday. That means we can only meet each others in 5 days. I bet you guys yang selalu kehulu kehilir berkepit dengan suami sendiri tu tau la perasaan dia macam mana kan? Or am I the only one felt like this?

Awal-awal haritu masa R bagitau yang dia kena kerja terus 2 minggu tanpa cuti tu aku rasa macam tersentak kejap. Sebab satu, aku rasa kesian dia kat sana sorang-sorang walaupun aku tau dia ada je kawan-kawan kat sana. Dua, aku risau dia tak makan hahaha aku tau dia nak diet tapi nanti benda pelik-pelik kang yang dia makan. Tapi sebenarnya yang ketiga, aku yang lonely. Hehe.

Cukup la satu hari itu aku menangis.
Menangis dari pagi kat tempat kerja sampai malam sebelum tidur.

I just cant imagine how it will be without him.
I just cant.

But I know I have to accept that and now I have already accepted it, even though sometimes that lonely feeling comes to me. I know I should find something that I can do so that the feeling go away.

Shuhhhhh....please go!

I'm still wondering, and that is why I think better I start write, write anything and everything I felt here, like those old time, babbling and merepek-ing in the blog.

I should be happy.
I should be positive.
I should not be stress.
Nothing to be stressed about actually, haha

He whatsapps me whenever he want, sending me jokes and his warm words.
He selfies his busyuk masyam face every morning or after work so that I can laugh looking at his face.
He calls me every night, so that I can sleep soundly after hearing his warm voice.

Thank you Abang, for always making me feel you are here.
I'm sorry for being so crybaby. But yeah let me be the baby before we have a real one though.
Hahaha.

I love you so much ♥
Semoga dalam jagaan Allah selalu.

Salam rindu dari Tampin
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"Fetal Heart Seen, Shown To Mother"

Really guys. Thats the word I've been using to all mothers and parents who came to me confirming their pregnancy. And it is the best description. "Fetal Heart Seen, Shown To Mother" Maksudnya: jantung baby nampak berdetak, berdenyut, nampak lip-lap macam lampu raya dan paling best kalau aku boleh ukur (?measure ukurlah kan dalam Bahasa Melayu) kadar denyutan jantung baby tu. Just a quick update. 1st REDD 21/12/23 2nd REDD 25/12/23 So my due date by scan (obviously sebab lupa LMP hahaha) will be on 21st December 2023 ! lebih kurang camni la gambar dia dulu sumber: Google Alhamdulillah. Baiknya awak anak, dah munculkan diri masa scan kedua. Jantung awak kuat. Terima kasih sebab bagi mama rasa kuat jugak. I love you. We love you ♥ ♥ ps. sorry aku tak share apa-apa scan yang dah dibuat. Doakan kandungan aku ni sihat sehingga ke akhirnya tanpa sebarang komplikasi ye gaissss. Salam sayang dari Bangi 130523

That Unexpected Double-Line

Suatu petang di hari Jumaat minggu terakhir Ramadhan 1444H yang penuh barakah, tanpa diduga dan tanpa disangka-sangka kami diberikan berita gembira ( busyro ) yang sangat ditunggu-tunggu oleh kami sendiri dan seluruh ahli keluarga :) ALHAMDULILLAH.. and.. LET'S START EVERYTHING WITH BISMILLAH.. Tak pernah aku nak share gambar dalam ni kan. Tapi harini aku nak abadikan gambar double-line ni kat sini untuk kenangan. Berbulan bertahun kami mencuba untuk dapatkan dua garis ini, bak kata orang apa, TTC-- trying to conceive , tapi dua garis yang naik dari dulu hanyalah positif COVID19 hahaha Truly in denial, yes. Aku ulang test berkali-kali, guna macam-macam jenama test kit sebab tak percaya. Dah la alkisahnya aku memang sengaja tak tanda tarikh akhir period (LMP - last menstrual period) sebab dah malas nak fikir pasal anak masa tu. Kitorang dah macam redha je kalau ada-- ye ada, kalau takde-- kita cuba lain kali pulak kan. Tapi waktu tu kan puasa, aku macam eh kenapa pulak puasa penuh ...

Support Hobi

Hai hai hai. Harini dapat keyboard baru, speaker baru, laptop cooler baru. Hahaha rasa nak menaip sebab keyboard ni best, kalerful and yeah sedap nak menaip (dan main game plan asalnya). Cik abe sekarang ni buat hobi baru pulak nak main game. Yelah dah stress keje menghadap pesakit-pesakit positif covid setiap hari, bosan la jugak kan. So kita layan je lah. Tu pasal dapat barang baru ni. Kita boleh tumpang sekali and try nak menulis balik macam dulu. Hihi. Yang penting, cik abe tak main sampai lewat malam sampai terbabas subuh apa semua okay? Sambil tu kita join kat sebelah teman menyibuk. lalaalala Okay bye ps. sedapnya kibod niiiiiiiiiii :D Tampin 061121 | 1818H

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